“I think 100% idealistically it’s love, at the foundation. But I think it’s covered up and encased in so many other things. So I think to get to that principle, or that place, you have to uncover a lot of other things. So you have to remove doubt, you have to remove fear, you have to remove expectation. There’s a lot more things that you have to remove, and I think that’s a process that happens over time… And love what I mean by love is not like a romantic type of love or an érōs love. That’s part of love but it’d be more like a agápē love, like a love from God, a love that is unconditional, that’s pure, that finds no fault. That is, in its purest form the greatest thing ever. And so that, I would say touching into that or coming into contact with that or living out of that is the greatest, and definitely something I would strive to know or be close to, and I think that takes a lifetime. It’s already taken over 35, 36 years… this what’s interesting when you’re a child, and you’re never guaranteed what you’re born into, but when you’re a child, and you’re born if the circumstances you’re born into is healthy- which doesn’t happen for many in our world…
If you’re born into a healthy environment, or you’re born into a situation where the child can just be free, and enjoy the presence of others. You’ll see like children on the playground: it doesn’t matter what colour of skin, doesn’t matter what socio-economic background, it doesn’t matter how much money their parents have, what car their parents drive, it doesn’t matter what kind of clothes they have on. If you watch kids, unaffected by the jaded adults that raise them, or the racist adults that raise them or by the affluent, or superficial parents that raise them. If you just watch kids and you put kids alone, for the most part, 80% of the time the kids will get along. We’re all born in this brokenness so we all have a tendency to be selfish, and what not. Always find difference. But, there’s a lot of love, there’s a lot of acceptance.
And I was thinking about this the other day with down-syndrome people. Those with what we call a “handicap”. That we look down upon. No one wants their kid to be born with down syndrome. You know now, we kinda wanna focus our children- like parents can come together and they can find out if their kids gonna be sick or not. Planned parenthood in the states which is basically glorified abortion in the states is somewhat moving towards the idea that if you’re childs born retarded you can kill it. You know, like they’re moving, it’s pretty bad. I mean that happens and has happened for thousands of years. It’s not new. But, there’s something about the that idea that happen in handicapped children. And by studies like when you look at a down syndrome child, they will like latch onto you and just love you fully. They don’t.. there’s no, they’re just like “I’ll love you fully”. Always. And there’s like this pureness to what they do. And I think that they’re handicap that allows them to see with such a pure sight and with such a connected, loyal, loving ability. I think that handicap that they have physically or mentally is a benefit to them towards love. Whereas our handicap is the inability to love. Or, our handicap is the.. how do you say it? The fact that we love on so many conditions.
When you’re younger, you fall in love like that *snaps*. You’re just like, “Oh my gosh, I’m feelin all warm and fuzzy and this person makes me feel this way, and they give this for me,” and it’s like the simplest thing. And you go through that a little bit and you get a little older, and you’re heart’s been broken a bit or you have a break up, or you go through… you’ve been cheated, or mistreated by someone else’s actions, and then all of a sudden you tend to bottle up a bit. And you’re no longer able to… even love friends. You don’t trust friends, you know your parents have mislead you, or they’ve- not walked out- they’re actions, they’ve only… you know what I mean? You know what I’m getting at? So as time goes on we get more and more jaded as to what love is. But when I think about, you know if I were to live by something or want to live by something or have someone- something affect me. Or, be at the core of my being that I would live out of, I would want to live out of understanding the love of God, and the unconditional, all-encompassing, pure, good, holy, beautiful, bright love of God. That’s what I’d want to know. And that’s what I’d want to live on.”